Hello... I am still trying to figire out exactly whats wrong with me. I think I have Borderline Personality Disorder... I'm always so lonely and tend to get depressed a lot. I recentley tried to commit suicide but failed... and even though I know people will see this it feels like no one is out there and no matter how hard I try nobody will know how to handle me so as not to upset me and depress me further or ruin what little trust I may still have in people. I beleive I am going to become a serial killer and I have to kill something but it's very hard to do and so I just hurt myself to keep me satisfied I need to feel the warmth of human blood running through my fingers and taste thier flesh and be at peace... If anyone is out there please help.